The Big Hurt

<DIV><B>This complex memoir shows what it was like growing up in the shadow of a literary father and a neglectful mother, getting thrown out of boarding school after being seduced by a teacher, and all of the later-life consequences that ensue.</B><BR/><BR/>In 1982, Erika Schickel was expelled from her East Coast prep school for sleeping with a teacher. She was <I>that</I> girl—rebellious, precocious, and macking for love. Seduced, caught, and then whisked away in the night to avoid scandal, Schickel’s provocative, searing, and darkly funny memoir, <I>The Big Hurt</I>, explores the question, <I>How did that girl turn out?</I><BR/><BR/>Schickel came of age in the 1970s, the progeny of two writers: Richard Schickel, the prominent film critic for <I>TIME</I> magazine, and Julia Whedon, a melancholy mid-list novelist. In the wake of her parents’ ugly divorce, Erika was packed off to a bohemian boarding school in the Berkshires.<BR/><BR/><I>The Big Hurt</I> tells two coming-of-age stories: one of a lost girl in a predatory world, and the other of that girl grown up, who in reckoning with her past ends up recreating it with a notorious LA crime novelist, blowing up her marriage and casting herself into the second exile of her life.<BR/><BR/><I>The Big Hurt </I>looks at a legacy of shame handed down through a maternal bloodline and the cost of epigenetic trauma. It shines a light on the <I>haute</I> culture of 1970s Manhattan that made girls grow up too fast. It looks at the long shadow cast by great, monstrously self-absorbed literary lives and the ways in which women pin themselves like beautiful butterflies to the spreading board of male ego.</DIV>